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Name:
 Robert Clarke
E-mail address:
 def_lemming@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Great Britain

Comments:

 dear ahmad family,

i had the chance to know ali when i played basketball with him on the varsity team. i remember him as being a fair, kind hearted man, with a passionate, fiery love for whatever he talked about and partook in. ali, you will not be forgotten. you are lived on through your brothers, and always shall be. thankyou for being a memory of my life.

time will heal, but time will not forget.

Robert Clarke 31/5/05
Date
 Monday 05/30/2005 9:10:51pm

Name:
 Theo Beis
E-mail address:
 tb502@soton.ac.uk
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Athens/Greece

Comments:

 Listen to me...I wasnt a man. I wasnt a person you could set your eyes uppon with respect. That was years ago...many years...and things have changed. I have found within the core foundations of what makes me human, the strength, the guts, the power to talk to you; as if you were right here...as if you were my brother.

Dear Ali,

You ARE...you still ARE...you ARE the personification of so many paradigms that shape life itself and that differentiate it from just being an uncontrolable form of time and energy. You represent passion, you incorporate belief and you are the definition of something that shapes my beliefs and my culture. You define and personify a man...what a man is and should be. Within you people search for ability...for the ability to become half of what you are...and that would be enough...just half of your potentials...just half of your emotions....just half of what shapes you to what you are would make us all richer....richer as human beings....richer as individuals....

I think you have been blessed...someone up there needs you by his side...go to him...thats where you belong...
down here you are the gold among the dirt of people...you are the hero amongst those that live with fear...you just ARE...everything that makes a human special runs through you...

Sincerely, I cannot express what fills me at this moment...I cannot master the greatness of this pain...or justify the emptiness that makes me sob...but I can say this:

It is an honour to have been a small part of your life....and even a greater honour that you were such a big part of mine....from thee deepest of my sences and from the maxima of my strength I pray for you...and only wish one thing:

May god give me the serenity to understand what I cant change, the strength to change what I can, and the wisdom to understand the difference...

God be with you...and may god show mercy on those who will ever impede your greatness...

Respect...

Theo
Date
 Monday 05/30/2005 6:45:12pm

Name:
 Brittany
E-mail address:
 beezer_24@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Boston, MA

Comments:

 Ali,
I look at this page far too often...and it always makes my eyes tear up, and sometimes leaves me crying for hours. I just wish I could call you. Whenever things were bad, you were the one person I could always call who knew me and knew what to say. I talked to you the day before you left us all, and I remember your voice and how excited you were for the future and the things you had planned. I just wish we had stayed on the phone for longer. I wish I got to give you one last hug, one last kiss. Just know that you hold a place in so many hearts and we all miss your smile.
To the family:
I dream of the day I get to see you all again and give you a hug. Ali was the best man I knew. I still pray and think of him often. I wish you the best and hope our paths cross one day.!
Date
 Sunday 05/29/2005 1:31:43am

Name:
 dida
E-mail address:
 jn@egodetroit.com
Homepage:
 http://www.egodetroit.com
City/Country:
 West Bloomfield, MI

Comments:

 My deepest condolence to the family
Date
 Thursday 05/19/2005 9:28:02pm

Name:
 Paul Kelly
E-mail address:
 paulthekelly@yahoo.co.uk
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 London, UK

Comments:

 Hello Darine and Samo,
I had to get in touch as soon as I learned the truth. I'm so sorry to share in your tragic loss. I'd been hoping that it was a false rumour, or maybe a coincidence that just sounded like the Ali I knew.
I met Ali in Max Rayne House when we had both just started University. Somehow it wasn't a surprise to find out we shared a birthday. I spent a lot of time with Ali at Halls and the bond we forged is still with me. Darine, we met while you and Ali were living together on Grays Inn Rd. Samo, we met one surreal weekend when I came to stay in Antwerp, and again briefly in your flat last year.
I offer my most sincere commiserations to you both and to all your family.
Ali remains a positive influence in my heart.
Date
 Thursday 05/19/2005 6:06:02pm

Name:
 Ramy El Sersy
E-mail address:
 rsersy@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 London, UK

Comments:

 Ali, I still can't come to terms with your parting. I really hope that you are rewarded for all the misfortunes and tragedies you've been through. You deserve all the best and I know you will, as always, make the most of wherever you are. My condolences to the whole family and may God be with you in every step helping you overcome the overwhelming sadness encapsulating you since this horrible tragedy unfolded. ALI, I love you and miss you sooooooooooooo much. I really wish you were here. Your brother, Ramy.
Date
 Monday 05/16/2005 2:34:28pm

Name:
 Arnout Veldhoven
E-mail address:
 Arnoutv@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Miami, USA

Comments:

 i visit this site often to read and remember. My strongest condolences to the whole Ahmad family again. We will continue to pray for you. Much Love.........
Date
 Wednesday 04/27/2005 0:10:41am

Name:
 Rawiya
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Belgium

Comments:

 Aloosh hayate...its been 7 months now and i still don't believe you're gone...we miss you dearly and love you...I hope your having a good time in the heavens above...take care Ali...R.I.P
Date
 Tuesday 04/26/2005 4:54:22pm

Name:
 Nawa El-Ali
E-mail address:
 g_chiiick@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Dubai - UAE

Comments:

 Aloosh we're missing u day by day and ure in our thoughts forever and always..and ure name is a scar in each and every single person who knew u.. we love u ..
Date
 Sunday 04/24/2005 6:44:11pm

Name:
 Dina
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
  

Comments:

 I think of you
And my tears become a storm
My cries turn into thunder
My sweet turns into sour
My laughter turns into dust
I drown in the floods of my painful thoughts

I think of you
And my clouds burst into colour
My tumultuous tides turn into calm
My razor-sharp pain becomes tender
My frozen fires become a stream
I float into the magic of my undisturbed dreams.

Missing you always..
Date
 Friday 04/22/2005 2:41:08pm

Name:
 Anne Jolis
E-mail address:
 anniejolis@aol.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 USA

Comments:

 Just checking in... I love this website, and come to it when I feel lost. Sometimes, at work, or when I'm driving, I start to drift off, and find my mind trying to go to wherever Ali is. I try and picture where he is, where that essence went to. I haven't believed in god in a long time, but his death has started to make me think that he must be somewhere, because I still feel his presence. Anyway. All my love to his friends and family. I hope you're doing all right. I think of him and you every day.
Date
 Friday 04/22/2005 11:07:55am

Name:
  
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
  

Comments:

 Death is an ending to the son of the earth, but to the soul it is the start, the triumph of life.


Kahlil Gibran
Date
 Wednesday 04/20/2005 11:38:54pm

Name:
  
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
  

Comments:

 Hi Ali,
I sit and think about you, and as the days pass I realize there is a part of my life that I really missed out on. That part of my life was the part where we were both growing up and seeing different parts of life.

Down that road we had our set of confusion and problems just like any friends. They went on for a while and I'm really glad eventually things got sorted out and back to the way they used to be, otherwise I don’t know what would be going on with me right now.

Ali,
I want you to know that regret ever letting our friendship slip the way it did

I want you to know that each and every moment we were distant from each other, I missed you.

I want you to know every memory I have with you is precious. I will hold on to each one of them for as long as I live, so that I can continue to have you in my life

I really miss you very much and wish I can go back in time to spend each and every minute I missed out on with you.

To everyone else,
I have put this in the guestbook not as a bad memory, but as a lesson to make sure no one has to ever go through this kind of pain. If someone close to you is arguing with you or pissed off at you for something you've done, don't sulk, just smile, thank them and show them appreciation, because that person loves you and is looking out for you.

Please cherish every moment of your friendships and loved ones, and don't take anyone for granted. I used to think we were all immortals, and that NOTHING would ever happen to us until we grow old, but now everyday feels like it could be the last

I love you Ali, Take care
Date
 Wednesday 04/20/2005 10:33:05pm

Name:
 Siddharth Javeri
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Loughborough, UK

Comments:

 Missing you man, missing you shit loads.
Date
 Wednesday 04/20/2005 4:31:06pm

Name:
 Death of a Child
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
  

Comments:

 Sorry I didn't get to stay.
To laugh and run and play.
To be there by your side.
I'm sorry that I had to die.

God sent me down to be with you,
to make your loving heart anew.
To help you look up and see
Both God and little me.

Mommy, I wish I could stay.
Just like I heard you pray.
But, all the angels did cry
when they told little me goodbye.

God didn't take me cause He's mad.
He didn't send me to make you sad.
But to give us both a chance to be
a love so precious .. don't you see?

Up here no trouble do I see
and the pretty angels sing to me.
The streets of gold is where I play
you'll come here too, mommy, someday.

Until the day you join me here,
I'll love you mommy, dear.
Each breeze you feel and see,
brings love and a kiss from me.
Date
 Wednesday 03/23/2005 10:50:46pm

Name:
  
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
  

Comments:

 A loss that would have thrown
A hole through anybody's soul
And you are only human after all
So don't hold back the tears my dear
Release them, so your eyes can clear
I know that you will rise again
But you gotta let them fall
I wish that I could snap my fingers
Erase the past, but no
You cannot rewind reality
Once the tape's unrolled

If your spirits broken and you can't bear the pain
I will help you put the pieces back
A little more each day
If your heart is locked and you can't find the key
Lay your head upon my shoulder
I'll set you free
I'll be you security
Date
 Friday 03/11/2005 4:21:08pm

Name:
 Lamiss Nasser
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 London

Comments:

 Its difficult.
How can we take one step forward when our thoughts and minds are still one step behind?
Its hard.
Its a struggle to continue. A struggle to move on.
Its a fight between what is present and what we want to be present.
Its an inner battle between us and above...

Poof. Gone. Into thin air. But then again, we dont know the true essence of thin air. See, Ali is with us. He is around us, he is watching over us..And more importantly, Ali is taking care of each and every one of us. He is guiding us in the right way...

Would we know it that he was? Could we feel him when he does?...
That, shows his great strength. We don't even realize it. Thats how powerful he has become, his presence is immense. Because he is with God.

Ali has not left us. He has been with us all along. He is in our thoughts,in our minds, hearts, and emotions.
He can see us. Feel us. Smile at us. Laugh with us. Laugh at us.

Ali was satieted with life. He was happy, and fulfilled... He left with no regrets..That's why he wasn't scared to leave.

No day passes by without you in our thoughts, Ali. We miss you terribly and love you dearly.
Allah Yer7amak.
Date
 Monday 02/28/2005 3:06:09am

Name:
 Rawiya
E-mail address:
  
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
  

Comments:

 I think about you every morning, every night, everyday...You never leave my heart or my mind....
But how are you Aloush? Can you hear me? Can you see me? cuz i miss you...I will never find the answers until inshallah we meet again... Ali I can't see you, I can't hear you and I can't feel you...but im sure that allah is taking good care of you and you're in a better place...Even though i never really got the chance to say goodbye, i see u in my dreams habibe...Ali i love you and miss you dearly...you're truly one of a kind...Rawiya
Date
 Saturday 02/26/2005 6:46:47pm

Name:
 Fouad Madhoun
E-mail address:
 fouad27@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Beirut./LEBANON

Comments:

 Allah yerhamak ya Ali...
i never met you, or known you, but i read about you in this website and i heard a lot about you from your cousin Rasha which made me be sure that the world lost a great person and the Heaven above gained a great angel...
Rest in Peace young man...
fouad
Date
 Friday 02/25/2005 10:12:34pm

Name:
 Nawa
E-mail address:
 g_chiiick@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
  

Comments:

 Everyday i would want to wake up, knowing that all what happened is a dream.. Ali words cannot describe how much the family misses u ..we all do..and in each one of us u left ure name carved in our hearts.... Sometimes i would wish that u could give me a sign that ure okay, that ure happy..that nobody would have to worry about u.. I never had the chance to say good bye to u, but u made it up to me, I saw u in my dreams hugged me and told me to take care of myself and to b a gd example on ure sister and everybody else..that's a promise that i keep..
I LOVE U ..WE ALL LOVE U
GOD LOVES U..WE MISS U..
Date
 Thursday 02/24/2005 8:43:24pm

Name:
 Dana El Ali
E-mail address:
 dana_691@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Dubai

Comments:

 Not one day that has passed by since

you left this world and gone to heaven

have i not thought of you my dear

cousin....


You are gone,released from this life

and let go from all the pain,i must

not tie myself with tears but be happy

that i once knew you for so many years,


It's only a while that you must part

from us,so i will bless the memories

with my heart until the day we meet

again.


Though i can't see or feel you,I know

that you are near,and if i listen with

my heart that i will be able to hear

you,


Ali,such a great soul..As well as a

star that shines down upon this

world,for i know that you are happy..


I will think to myself that you are

not so far away,and when i need you i

will just call out your name and you

shall greet me with a smile that is

familiar to me and always will be

eternally....

DANA EL ALI

I love you Ali AND i miss you so much.
Date
 Thursday 02/24/2005 7:31:36am

Name:
 Dina Ahmad
E-mail address:
 dina_ahmad14@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 London

Comments:

 I Miss You.

Simple words. Yet the pain they express is the worst kind of pain that anyone can endure. I MISS YOU.

Why does it feel like the colour from my memories is fading, dissolving, disappearing? Why does the picture of you in my mind seem to be breaking up into a million scattered puzzle pieces? I wish I could see you again. Can you see me? I MISS YOU.

Why do I feel like everything is slipping away but the pain is only getting stronger, deeper, sharper? I’m losing grip, I can’t hold on. Are you OK? I MISS YOU.

I can’t take my mind off of you. My head is spinning with a whirlwind of tangled thoughts. But I can’t feel you. I don’t hear you. Can you hear me? I MISS YOU.

Time. A healer? Then why does it erode my memories, steal my images, silence my familiar sounds, and eat away at my happy days? Are you happy? I MISS YOU.

Words. So many definitions, so little meaning. Emptiness. Darkness. Bottomless. Infinite. Forever. Familiar words. How do you describe them? You don’t. You can’t. You FEEL them. I FEEL them. I MISS YOU.

Everyday I pray, the best way I know how, for you, to be happy. Ecstasy. Zenith. Utopia. These are words I pray YOU know the meaning of. Serenity. Tranquillity. Harmony. Peace. NO pain. NO suffering. Just BLISS….

I Miss You Ali. I Love You.
Date
 Monday 02/21/2005 11:39:05pm

Name:
 Nessrine Ahmad
E-mail address:
 nessrine_a@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 London

Comments:

 What do you say when what you feel cannot be expressed through words?
How do you feel when what you see cannot be touched?
Who do you listen to when the voice you hear has no sound?
And how do you live in the present when you dream of the past?

So please Ali

Visit my dreams and tell me what you are feeling.
Hold me when I need to feel you.
Listen to me when I talk to you.
And always surround me with your presence, because you are always present in my heart and in my mind.

I miss you dearly
Date
 Monday 02/21/2005 11:36:59pm

Name:
 Ahmad Taher
E-mail address:
 il_taher@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 Conakry / Guinea

Comments:

 Dearest Ali (May God Rest Your Soul in Peace & the Heavens Above),

In my life, I have met a lot of people but never have I come across a man so young yet so intelligent, genuine, kind-hearted, & knowledgeable.

The moment I met you, I saw a gentleman who looked forward to life in a serious way, who set plans & goals for his family & himself, who wanted to help & relieve his father from his business.

You wanted happiness & comfort for your family.

You wanted what's best for your family regardless of the sacrifices you made.

And You always placed your family first.

Ali, I cannot describe you. You are a role model to all those around you.

Words cannot express the bitterness & sorrow we are experiencing for this great, tragic loss. However, you have taught us all a grave lesson, ‘Seize every moment in life!’

Last but not least, I would like to thank you for introducing me to your family, for which I feel honored knowing. However, I would have wanted you to be with us & to share these moments together, but rest assured I will be here to take care of them.

I, also, wanted to thank you for bringing your sister and I together and for supporting our relationship. This gesture will never be forgotten because God & You have blessed me with her. She is my shining star who lights my life. I hope that I will always be there to fulfill her dreams, her ambitions & take good care of her because she deserves all the best.

Thank You & May God Always Bless Your Soul.

Rest In Peace,

Ahmad Taher
Date
 Sunday 02/20/2005 5:07:34pm

Name:
 aliahmad
E-mail address:
 aliahmad0 / aliahmad6 / aliahmad@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 beruit/lebanon

Comments:

 happy birthday ali.thats what i wanted to say.
Date
 Saturday 02/19/2005 7:29:17pm

Name:
 wissam
E-mail address:
 wissama90@hotmail.com
Homepage:
 http://
City/Country:
 antwerp

Comments:

 happy bday my bro ali......rest in peace
Date
 Wednesday 02/16/2005 12:16:29am

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